[Mono-dev] Patches for mono-winforms
robwilkens at gmail.com
Sun Jun 3 12:40:11 UTC 2012
On 06/02/2012 11:20 PM, Steven Boswell II wrote:
> Argh...one more dumb oversight in my change.
> Enclosed is ANOTHER version of the patch.
> I wish I had the luxury of working on my hobbies when I was awake and
> energetic. ;-)
> Steven Boswell
I guess that is a luxury i have ;-).. i don't/can't work anymore since
i lost my mind. I have something they call schizoaffective disorder,
which is the 'best of both worlds': I'm schizophrenic and i'm bipolar..
But physically i'm fine, i just can't keep a job because, for example,
paranoia in my last full time job caused me to stop showing up to work
because i was convinced the boss was going to hang me (Yes, i thought i
would die.. The funny thing is, if i think about it, he had nothing
negative to say about me). It had someting to do with the fact that he
was the C.E.O. i reported to, and 'executive' sounded in my disturbed
mine like 'executioner'. Oh, I'm full of stories, but this is the wrong
place for them..
Suffice it to say, I now have plenty of time for hobbies like this. I
can't afford rent or anything, but i get about $2,000/month from the
government plus medical insurance to sit around and do nothing....
p.s. Working on mono has been good for me, i haven't had a hallucination
in at least 2 weeks, which my therapist was really impressed with (she
was the one who pointed it out, because i always e-mail her when i
experience something odd). Goes to show the reason i went from just a
mild mood disorder when i was working to full blown schizophrenia was
that i wasn't keeping busy enough. Keeping busy here is good for me.
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